Juan Flores Rides, and Falls, Again: Deanne Stillman's Desert Reckoning

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I swear this heat is messing with my sleep, so that when I woke at four the other morning it was as if the accumulated bodily discomfort of the previous day's scorching here in Modjeska Canyon had stuck around, morphing into some kind of itchy psycho-emotional discontent, a near-existential nervous affliction. I gave in, made coffee, paced, couldn't settle down, write, even think, so I read. It's usually a palliative, though in my choice of material, ironically, if found myself in an even darker and more spooky place than my restless angst. Yet the opening chapter of Deanne Stillman's newest noir journalistic meditation cum regional history of our nearby doomed desert hinterlands brought things into focus, first distracting me and then opening up via its reliable (from the excellent Stillman) clarity, energy and seductive prose a path to appreciating the wider ecology, of fate, fear and un-forgiveness. I read till daylight, fully transported and engaged, and thought later that perhaps the elements had conspired to give me exactly the kind of perverse wake-up call, as it were, I had perhaps needed.

A peak at violence
And, in the dawn, I took a gander out my window at Juan Flores Peak on the other side of the canyonthe iconic if historically unreliable and geologically totally unimpressive escarpment where the legendary bandit was, we are told, captured. Apocryphal or not, this promontory is reputed to be the exact spot of violence and violence arrested, but of course it is also the easy psychic landmark where good and evil meet in the Orange County imagination. It's the prompt for the murderous trope that the rural and wild-living locals here like, and a tale retold by Stillman--not gratuitously, for once (!)--but actually toward contextualizing or explaining that her more recent story of outlaw madness and anti-social is, somehow, not so new.

Desert Reckoning: A Town Sheriff, a Mojave Hermit, and the Biggest Manhunt in Modern California History (some subtitle!) is based on, developed from Stillman's 2005 Rolling Stone magazine piece "The Great Mojave Manhunt," for which she won acclaim and awards, the story of--yes--the culture of weirdness, gun and drug violence and psycho-geographic organized social apocalypse that seems to have led a wigged-out loser with a gun to murder the lone lawman of the eastern Antelope Valley. It happened near the ruins of the legendary doomed Socialist commune Llano del Rio, the town of Lake Los Angeles, Edwards Air Force Base and hundreds of square miles of desolation, heat and beauty, a national sacrifice zone or paradise--you choose.  

Murdered in Mojave
You will perhaps remember the article, or the murder and manhunt, the killing of Deputy Sheriff Stephen Sorensen by one Donald Kueck. Each arrives out of the Central Casting that is growing up in Southern California and, no, Stillman does not really have a lot more in the way of facts, evidence to figure out how and why both men ended up so very dead. The "reckoning" here is more ambitious, in a couple of ways. First, it's a chance for readers to be further inculcated in the Mojave. Second, it seems to be Stillman's own effort to speculate, construct, make sense of where to put this tragic and, ultimately, inexplicable violence. Lucky for fans of noir - Beat - rock'n'roll - gonzo - poetic first-person journalism, she spins gold out of straw, assuming you are willing (I was) to go along with her on the head-trip flights of fancy that allow her to travel, teach, digress and keep us suspended in disbelief, agitated and charmed and on edge through a journey across time, space, killer desert and the hypothetical. Indeed, digressions, "what ifs," and alternative scenarios make up most of this "investigation," which is to say that Stillman chases Juan Flores, lizards, Bob's Big Boy and a likely mythic network of 
Mad hermit killer
underground tunnels in the desert where hide out any number of "meth freaks, drifters and grim pilgrims." Or do they? She asks a lot of questions, priming us for something more than a crazy hermit, ex-con, druggie madman who, almost predictably, let loose with a rifle on an ex-surfer LA County Sheriff who'd done his best for law and order and also to advocate for civil rights and community welfare in a pretty unlikely burg. 

Stillman is the author of two previous books which look at what I think they call the underbelly, the dark side, which is to say a variety of tough-guy truth.  Her Twentynine Palms : A True Story of Murder, Marines and the Mojave and Mustang: The Saga of the Wild Horse in the American West established her creds as a regional reporter and seer. I  assume she wouldn't mind comparison to Joan Didion and Raymond Chandler, existential tough-gal and tough-guy respectively, prose stylists whose big, braggadocious insistence on ambiguity confound and delight and call attention to landscape and shadow and what you either see or which is a trick of the light.  About the actual manhunt and investigation, she writes, "Members of law enforcement do not do gray," which is fine because Gray is where she lives, forced to deal, on the one hand, with what she digs up of what pass for facts--like the episode of violence which sent Kueck to jail--and, on the other, creating dozens of fictional if totally probable-seeming scenarios elaborating on the coincidental, likely, and downright spooky: the encounter ten years before the murder between the criminal and the cop. The grudge. The impossible fixation. 

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Poppies! Poppies! Meth! Murder!
Stillman's description is precise in its confident appreciation of the desert yet also exaggerated in its hyper-urgent and purposefully overstated tone. Antelope Valley is famous for child abuse and for California poppies. What are you gonna do?  It's possible Stillman's kind of writing makes people nervous, as if you are about to get a blackjack to the back of your skull while you make the mistake of admiring the glorious desert sunset. It amounts to needing to trust her, her infectious confidence, authorial power-trance, autonomy of imagination.  I honestly don't read enough contemporary crime fiction to know, but beyond Chandler, people who do tell me this is in the very best of So Cal's Michael Connelly and Gary Phillips, those wacky Scandinavians, and the Mexican anarchist Paco Ignacio Taibo III

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I'm still processing the last Onion Murderer dying here recently at 79. Some of us are really getting old. Some ex-banger from East LA I met at a Victory Outreach a number of years ago told me when he was in prison (before he turned his life around and was released)  he used to see Powell walking to the mess hall and his head actually wobbled around on his neck when he walked as if he had some strange medical condition.


This is an interesting article because it broaches the underground scene in the high and low deserts accessible down interstate 10 from Los Angeles. I drifted through those dusty towns like Kwai Chang Caine for about four years back in the mid 1980's after my honorable discharge and it's definitely not Orange County, CA.


For those of you with your heads screwed on straight: leave it alone. It's full of very dangerous and unpredictable feral human beings. If you're looking for pure insanity... a Tarantino film come to life but without the glamor, that's the place to find it. Drill down far enough and you'll discover that everything is cheap... meth, sex, life, etc...


I really don't want to talk more about it because I'm a law abiding sober citizen who didn't get involved, of course. It's just going on all around you in those places. I've seen occult warlocks walking to the local occult store in full ceremonial dress (including head and face covering) because they needed some more ingredients for their spells in Yucca Valley to "strawberries" selling their wares openly in Joshua Tree.


I saw organized crime and biker gangs. There were tweakers there that had tweaked so long that when you looked in their eyes you actually see their souls were vacant. They could steal your ride faster than you could say, "Where's my ride?" I saw addicts walking around like vultures aged way before their time. They all had nicknames, of course, and who knows what their real names were. I remember running into some ex-convict named Logan who had two fresh bullet holes in his left arm (and a bullet burn right down the left side of his skull) a few days after he rushed some murderer with a gun who had just killed some lady in trailer he was staying at and beating him down and holding him until the police got there to arrest the guy.


Logan was written up in the High Desert News as a hero for what he did. I suppose taking two bullets, disarming a murderer, knocking the murderer out with his own pistol, then applying pressure to your wounds until the police got there is definitely the act of a hero but he was also an addict and so he's probably long dead by now. Anyways, that's the kind of stories you'll get if you move to sparsely populated desert towns... and that's if you're a GOOD person like I am. 


Now you can find a lot of this in Los Angeles too but it's just more depraved in the desert. I'm sure I didn't see but a small portion of what's happening out there. If you have any sense about you at all, you won't move there. Haven't been there since and am never going back... might read this book (Desert Reckoning) though.

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